When Aliyah was a baby, she was given a gift. A white bear. She had blankets to snuggle with, but she became partial to this bear. Over the course of the last three years, it has been hard to get her to even let me wash the thing. I have to sneak it into the laundry, and even then, she ends up searching for it halfway through the cycle, panicked, and I have to explain that Beary needs to be cleaned.
Dan and I decided to look for a look-alike so it could be washed and, heaven forbid, there could be a replacement in case it’s ever lost. We misplaced it for a few days a while back, and it was a rough few nights. I looked for a new Bear-y White everywhere and could not find one that would fit the bill. First of all, there aren’t many white stuffed animals (who buys white for a kid, right?). Second of all, this was over three years ago–merchandise comes and goes. A friend bought a white animal that she thought looked similar (it was a kitty), but Aliyah just ended up wanting to sleep with both of them. Fail.
Then while shopping for gifts for Livi’s birthday, I happened upon a white bear. (Cue music.) I was willing to spend whatever amount of money it would take to save us from possible disaster if Beary ever met his end. So I bought it. I’d say it’s a decent match. Not perfect, but the best I could find.

Is she satisfied with her Bear’s replacement? Ummm, no, most definitely not. It was a waste of $18. Yes, $18. But I had to try, right? And who knows, maybe if something does happen to Beary, “other Beary” will do the job. For now, it sits and waits, beautiful, soft…and clean.
Why am I spending so much time writing about this? Because it’s a major part of life in the Schenkel household! I know I’ll look back and love thinking about Aliyah’s Beary and Livi’s “minkies” (blankies) and the trauma when one is lost and the joy when it is found. Plus, I know how important these love objects are (The Giver reference) because–confession–I still sleep with my blanky!